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Just Before Dawn

Graham Burchell

Houston


Just Before Dawn

At the point of wakening
there was room for one more dream.

Vapours were whispering
around congested holes in his head.

From blue glass, a viscous salve
imbued with eucalyptus, had been
scooped, melted into fire-boiled water
in a clumsy white bowl.

His suffering head sagged
under a tent of grandma’s rough towels,
white, striped with faded mint and rose,
smelling more of her than gum trees.

He knew koalas feed
on stiff leaves of eucalyptus.

Because he knew, he expected them
to expel breath of Vic’s Vapor Rub,
to ingest it into their milk…

*

The bridge of his nose clouted
the rim of his coffee mug.
There was warmth, close vapours
and a lance of embarrassment.

He sat up in the Hopper diner.
He breathed in the scene;
low-key breakfast aromas,
maple syrup and toast.

A lone waitress, blousy
under a rattle of dark curls,
was oblivious.

An elderly black couple
near the exit were too busy
with family laughter.


Outside it was hanging on to night.
Magnesium white lights lit puddles
and the roofs of trucks.

As he struggled to remember,
his grandmother appeared.

He was fifty-six years old
And his grandmother approached
as if coming from her kitchen;

one she had inhabited
thousands of miles away,
but not for twenty years.

She looked so well: make up fresh and light.
Her hair set in ripples of her era.

She wore a long fur coat and hat,
Not as he recalled: a housecoat,

and a cigarette dangling from her lips
with a length of ash
defying gravity.

“Hallo Gray,” she said.
She drifted towards him,
unfazed by surroundings so foreign.

“When are you coming to join us?”

Tears melted the outlines of his eyes.
Questions stuck at the back of his throat.

“Soon enough,” he croaked, “but not just yet.
I still have so much to do.”


Graham Burchell


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